I thought I was getting better, but I am geting worse Handling my husband death.

Well My Legacy Family I thought I was getting Better, but now I know I am not.  Actually I am getting worse.  I don't sleep but a hour or two at a time and I barely eat.  Maybe a sandwwich here once a day and I am so angry about the way things were left. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I try to put on a smile and say I am ok and doing ok, but thats a lie.  I asked my doctor for sosmething for my nerves cause I feel as though I am going to explode, but she says I need to grieve.  I know I do, but I don't want to hurt anyone by exploding either.

 

Everyone I thank you for ytour prayers and comments, they have helped.  But the anger is so strong now, I try to push it out my head and I even say God will work it all out, but even though I know that, I wonder what am I going to do, I am unable to work, haven't worked in 6 years, due to health problems.

I am still waiting for disability but you all know the governement is slow when it comes to helping you.

So after this month I don't know where I will live and it is making me sick everyday.  Please keep my in your prayers and I will keep you all in mine.  Thanks, Renee Cummings

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