daniel was my husband , my best friend and these last nine months havebeen a nightmare ive cryed so much not thinking anyone understands i somtimes think im losing my mind then pai is so hard at times but i keep telling myself i have to put my life together again so if you cry your not alone this is very painful but we must go on be strong lean on each other together we can make it the hoildays are hard his birthday is on the 27 of nov he would be 50 i miss him so much