Just brought in the new year and was sitting on the couch, thinking. This will be the beginning of a whole new year without my granny. Man! I miss her Soooo much! We had our ups and downs, but she was so good to me and took care of me and always made sure I had EVERYTHING I needed growing up.
I'm trying to think of the good times we shared, but it's like there's a big elephant in the room with the thought of her not being with us for a WHOLE YEAR. 2011 is going to be so rough without her beautiful soul her to share in these moments. I know she's in a much better place than the rest of us are right now and I try to take comfort in that, but sometimes/some days, it's just really difficult. I have a feeling that today is going to be 1 of those days.
**special memory from Granny's last moments**
Her reaching up and kissing my daughter-It was like she was giving her great grand daughter 1 last kiss goodbye, because after that, she was ALIVE-but not responsive to us anymore...she passed away 2 days later. I can't wait till my baby girl (1 year old) gets big enough where I can explain that and she understand....Maybe it'll make her feel so special to know that her great grandmother loved her so much she had to give her her last goodbye.
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