Dear Liz,

It's been exactly six months since you died.

 

I've actually been doing somewhat better recently...but not today.  :(

I was up most of the night...I couldn't sleep.  I went through the envelopes of almost all of the things I have to remind me of you. 

 

I copied and pasted all of my answers to the Daily Questions from this support group into a document...and sent it to my Kindle.  I believe it was helpful to read them all again.

 

I tried to listen to my "Grief" playlist on YouTube...but I'm having trouble playing videos lately.  I think it's because of my DSL.  So I started listening to the playlist "Liz' on my MP3 player instead. 

 

I talked to a good friend from one of my FB groups on the phone for the first time.  That was nice.  We had actually been talking on and off for weeks to do that...I guess today was a good day for it!!!  :)

 

Angelo's not being overly supportive today.  And I think one of Katelyn's fish died.  Not the best day, Liz...not the best day at all.

But at least I don't have to go anywhere...I can grieve in private.  And since it's Friday...pizza night...I don't have to agonize over dinner.  It's a relief that I can make an easy one.

 

Please be with me today Liz...for I miss you so.

 

much love,

your big sister,

Cricket