We are planning a Life Celebration for Gene, his very close personal friends and "musical" associates have been beyond amazing in putting this together and it is quickly approaching.  I must admit I am quite anxious about it because it will be very difficult to be at this event where my brother usually is singing and he will be the one memorialized by these wonderful people.  His voice will never be heard again, (not in person) and I am so sad.  I know all the obvious points about celebrating his amazing life and I want to do that but I am to lost in the loss of him to even try to celebrate without him.  I love you and miss you every day, Gene.