Living With The Pain

Hey I dont usually do this but i need to vent.ive lost m'y mother and my grandmother who raised me after...im staying strong but its hard n i wonder if it ever gets easy.i just feel so hollow these days it makes me wonder if this is wat life for me will bubble down too,..idk ima keep moving but i wish somebody out there could convince me that things get better.

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Comment by Melinda CANDACE Guinn on October 17, 2015 at 7:48pm: Antwanne, It's a very slow process. It DOES get better but it's so slow, I didn't even recognize I'd improved until I looked back and could remember how I couldn't even do the simplest things. I lost my daughter, who had just turned 30 and was raising her 3 little girls. That was 4/09/10. How can that be? It seems that I just talked to her. Then on 9/22/14 my younger brother passed. He had pulmonary hypertension, PHT. He was 54. I'm 58. The up side is I believe in God and know we'll be reunited! Candace's Spirit came to me the day after she left.I was sitting outside, numb, just staring and I felt someone behind me, rubbing my arms up and down twice. I KNOW it was her!!! Or maybe God sent an Angel. That was proof for me that we'll be reunited!! You sound strong. Stay strong and look ahead. Keep a positive outlook on life, turn that frown upside down! I always look for the best because I'm depressed and need to lift myself up.