Losing My Husband

On June 27, 2014 my husband would leave after I came home from work for the mountains. My husband had a Hunting Cabin in the PA. mountains. It was not to be. Sadly, when I got to work I received a phone call from our Township's fire department they were taking Terry to the hospital as he called 911 could not breath. The EMTs arrived within 2 minutes and had to break in. He was gone. Heart attack, I have been amess ever since. I am seeing my family doctor and grief counselor twice a month. The pain of being without him never to see him again, never to hear my phone ring at my office as he called alot is unbearable at times. The paper work is overwhelming. Went back to work which has helped greatly. All I ask is to find normal again. Very Sad. Thank Goodness for Family and Friends. At the end of the day everyone goes back to their own lives and I am left alone. Very Sad.

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Comment by Cheryl Ramaley on August 17, 2014 at 5:47pm: Hi Rita,

I am going to my doctor and a counselor for help. What I am working on is trying to find the new normal without my husband. Which I have not found as yet. Going back to work has helped me greatly. I do not look foward to the weekends though. I did have my granddaughter age 6 and my son spent this weekend with me. We had a great time. I am finding the more a talk about my husbands death the better I am feeling. The grief process can be a very long process. But go with what you are feeling if you want to cry then cry if you want to scream then scream do not fight any emotions. I am here for you. Cheryl

Comment by Rita on August 17, 2014 at 5:15pm: I lost my husband the day before you lost yours so we are both in the early stage of this nightmare. Like you, the pain of knowing I will never be with him again is overwhelming. Sometimes I feel like I can't stand it and my brain is going to explode.

Comment by georgia on August 11, 2014 at 10:17pm: Hi Cheryl, I also lost my husband 7/14/13 .it happened with in seven weeks after his diagnoses,.I am also lost.
I am so sorry for your loss.
Please take care of yourself I know that is hard but try ,.thank God your job gives you relief.

Hugs and God be with you.

Comment by Celeste on August 11, 2014 at 7:20pm: I'm sorry for your loss. I am sad when you say gone to never see him again, as I know I would die from grief if I thought that way. I continue to struggle without my daughter, but the knowledge & faith that I WILL be able to hold her again when I die brings me an immense peace, I hope that you will look into your spirituality, and maybe that peace can be yours too..... good luck.