Today I will be starting back to a bowling league. I bowled to have some recreation on my own. But the last two years Darrell went to watch me bowl. Now he is gone I am going through some roller coaster ride of emotions. He passed away just after ending bowling season. But on a happy note I got my order of wallet size picture cards of a picture of Christ hugging a man. This was Darrell's favorite picture, we have at home. I miss him so much, and there is days I have pains in my chest and numbness in my arms. During our 20 years together we were only 1 week apart a year. So this is the longest time I have been alone.