I lost my brother end of August this year. I am the eldest. He thought he had the flu, went to walk n clinic, still verifying this and died a day later, alone in his own bed. My parents are in shock. I have a younger sister. I started a new temp job couple of weeks before he passed. I'm struggling with his passing and generally with all of this. I am also angry with him for his lack of care and follow up. He tried to work through his flu but had a temperature of 104. Not much more I can say.