WELL, dear Amy, March is here, 2011. Aunt diane had her birthday and we didnt do much. Friday is Aunt lois's. I sent them emails. We dont do much anymore, I am not in the mood. I just cant be happy when you are gone.

The weather is still cold. We had a warm day or two. Our second car is still not up and running, but soon I hope. I need to get out on my own a while. I still go over your pictures daily and I cry. I cry myself to sleep if not every night, at least 4 times a week. It is all too fresh.

Spring will be here soon and the flowers will come back up and everything will be fresh, but you wont be here to see them. WE will change a few things at the cemetery and it will look nice like it usually does.  I so wish we didnt have to go there. I know you are here with me watching and keeping us safe.

Well, I just needed to send you a message to say we love you forever and ever. Kristen says hello too. We all miss you so much.

luv mom and dad

xxxx0000000