This mornings Mass was for my Maria. As soon as Priest announced it was for Maria, I started crying. Maria's two great friends from HS were with me and I was able to continue with Mass. After we went to breakfast. It was so nice to be with these friends as we could talk about Maria. Today, was the first time I went out on my own  for entertainment. I went to an afternoon movie. It's odd, when Maria was here, I could go out by myself and not think anything of it. Now, since she is gone, going out on my own is entirely different.  I was glad I did it,