I am so sorry, I started to send this the other day and the pc acted up and I lost it. So, here goes.
MERRY CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN. I HAVE POSTED MESSAGES ALL OVER. FACEBOOK, LEGACY, AND HERE. I STAYED IN BED AS MUCH AS I COULD TODAY. I DIDN'T WANT TO CELEBRATE ANYTHING WITH ANYONE. DAD AND I WERE NOT ACTING THE BEST TOWARD EACH OTHER. WE DIDN'T GO ANYWHERE.
MIKE STOPPED OVER, WITH HIS MOTORCYCLE. IT WAS FREEZING OUT!!! his vehicle is in the shop and wasn't ready on friday. HE DIDNT STAY TOO LONG. I HELD HIS HAND, TALKED ABOUT YOU AND told him HOW SAD I AM THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE. I TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM AND THAT I WAS SORRY that I ruined Christmas day. WHAT COULD HE SAY. HE IS NOT MUCH FOR WORDS,LOL
I DIDNT TALK TO ANYONE ELSE EXCEPT GRAM MASHER. SHE SENDS HER LOVE AND MISSES YOU TOO.
WELL, AS I POSTED ON THE MAIN PAGE, TODAYS LOTTO NUMBERS WERE 551 AND 114. I WILL TAKE THAT AS A SIGN THAT YOU AND GRANDPA SENT MESSAGES. YOUR BOXED BIRTHDATE AND HIS BOXED ANGEL DATE. THAT IS SPECIAL, AS WE SAY, HENUH?
WELL, YOU KNOW WE MISS YOU SO MUCH DAILY. I DONT KNOW WHEN THINGS WELL GET BETTER OR CHANGE. I HATE IT THAT YOUR ARE GONE FROM OUR LIFE AS WE KNEW IT. I FEEL GUILTY IF I TRY TO FIND OTHER THINGS TO DO AND MOST OF THEM WOULD BE STUFF YOU DID WITH ME. YOU WERE MORE WITH ME THAN DAD. HE MISSES YOU TOO. WE ARE BOTH SO STRESSED OUT. WE WILL GO ON. SLOWLY SLOWLY SLOWLY.
OK, KEEP SHINING DOWN. HOPE YOU LIKE THE NECKLACES WE GOT. ONE IS BLURRY, BUT DAD LIKES IT ANYWAY.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS
MOM AND DAD AND GRAM M. (still no computer for gram)