I never thought I would be on one of these sites telling my story about a suicide in my family but then again I dont think anyone would. October 24, 2011 my brother took his life. He hung himself in my sisters kitchen off a ceiling fan. My sister is the one who found him she cut him down and started cpr called 911. Problem is my mother is one of the head paramedics and happen to respond to the call when she walked in she broke. I recieved the phone call at work from my mother who just told me come your brother just killed himself. My heart stopped so did the world for a breif second. Since I have been numb replaying everything in my head over and over again I went back and tried to walk every foot step he took that day just for answers. My brother was going thru a nasty divorce his ex was controling spitfull and used his kids in her chess game with him. I am angry with her she was the last one to speak to him an hr befor he ended his life. Because they where not divorced yet just legaly separated she kept my brothers remains and told us she was his wife and they belong to her. She has now started using his kids against us in her chess game I just dont know where to go from here I do start counsiling in one week.