Well I just found this website as I'm trying to find maybe other people going through the same thing I am and trying to figure out how to make this easier for me. I find myself trying to go through everyday life and find myself not doing very good.
So 2 weeks ago I couldn't get ahold of my mama all day so I got off work and went to her house as I started worrying about her. So I got there and knocked on the door rang the door bell and still nothing so I went around the house and looked in her bedroom window seeing her she looked like she was peacefully sleeping in her bed which was at 8:38 pm so I knocked on the window and still nothing so I ended up breaking in the back door and I found her. It was by far the worse thing I have ever went through. So we got through her funeral which was beautiful and now I am still not doing good and still keep seeing in my head how I find her. She had been there the whole day so when I found her she didn't look good at all so that's all I have in my head. And I don't know how to get that out of my head and just remember her for the loving fun person she was and I just want to remember her beautiful face before I find her that night. So anyone that can help or has been through something and has any ideas on how I can deal with this better would be great
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