Once the 14th came, i had a complete breakdown..cried,cried,cried...and i mean i couldnt stop...now i find myself like this all the time...he has so many friends.over 600 people came to the wake...his friends all stop by...they call me 'momma J'...i dont think i can continue at this time to work...i have 2 other children.my daughter turned 16 a month after he passed.he passed on march 14, and my little son turned 12 on march 18...we had to wait to wake him because i couldnt do that to him...it was horrible..i feel like my husband just wants me to get over it.i consume myself in his memory.i think he is jealous...my son and i were and are very close...even in death...should i allow myself some time...to quiety reflect..he is the only thing i care to think about.his 21st bday is dec 8th...should i have a party..my kids want too...hubby thinks we r nuts!!
thanks and god bless,
ann
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