I also lost my very best friend, that cold December day. 

It is my hope to publish my story, so there will be a record of what I went through.  Most events are still quite vivid in my memory, however, there are some things that are less clear.

I know that I NEED to forgive those who hurt me during that time, but I'm having a very difficult time in the process.

I expect to take a long time explaining the road I have traveled.  I also hope to find a new best friend along the way.