I called yesterday afternoon and found out my sister has been released from the hospital. I have no idea where she is. It was 15 degrees last night and we had our first snow/ice storm. I could not sleep last night wondering if she had no place to rest her head. I had a dream that she told me to buy a book on suicide (which is odd because I actually ordered one online yesterday). I woke up feeling very, very sad. I can't concentrate at work and am only doing a half day. I can't handle this pain. It sucks.