Expecting your first born should be the most joyful time in your life, you never expect for the worse. I went for a regular check up and they couldn't find my sons heart beat they took us to do an ultra sound and my baby wasn't moving, my boyfriend & I just sat there crying, holding each other trying to grasp everything. We went home gathered some phone numbers, and clothes. I called my mom to meet us at the hospital, as we got to the the hospital they asked a bunch of questions. So they induced me into labor a lot of my family came to see me that night to see if I was okay. The next morning came around the doctors had to do a lot of tests on me by taking blood, around 4 pm they had to do another ultra sound and I just broke down crying because I was still in disbelief that this is really happening like my baby is dead inside of me like how unbelievable. Around 6 pm my mom wanted to go home and change & my dad had came with my brothers and sister also my older brother had came to see me he came all the way from Fresno, I was so surprised that he would come down and see if I was okay. A half an hour goes by and I just feel pressure I told my boyfriend he needs to call my mom because I think our son is coming, I told my midwife she asked if I wanted to wait for my mom I told her I couldn't wait because he was already coming she asked if I wanted my dad to come in I told her yes have him come in. My sons head was already coming out and my mom had just gotten there in the nick of time because I was worried that she wasn't going to be there. On Feb 12,2011 Xavier Anthony Ruiz was born a Sleeping Angel he was 4 pounds 2 ounces & 16 1/2 inches long. He was so beautiful he looked a lot like me but had feature of his daddy. Xavier you are the best thing that came into your parents lives you are our  baby guardian angel looking down on mommy & daddy. You are forever going to be remembered. We Love You our Precious Angel

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