It's really weird that I start a new job tomorrow and my daddy is not here to tell me that everything will be fine. And that there is no reason to be nervous.  After my dad passed , all i could think about was how i needed to have a job. parts of me were scared because I didn't thnk I could handle my grief plus a new job. I know now that my daddy was  helping me and letting me know that my job would come when I was ready.  So i'm nervous but i know that i always have my daddy guiding me.

I love you daddy

ps.  i watched a spring game today... and the angels won =)