Still no word from my sister. I called the hospital again yesterday and she was there. I didn't ask to be transferred to her or anything, as she asked me to not communicate with her after that call on Monday. I am sick to my stomach, thinking about what she is thinking. Today is Thursday, which is 3 days after that phone call I had with her. Is she still thinking about suicide? Do these thoughts make her scared? Do they make her sad? Is she at peace with her thoughts of suicide? Do they comfort her? Does she even think about me and my son, about how she will never see us again? I am so troubled by WHAT a suicidal person thinks about. Do they forget about others who love them?

I wonder if I should be sitting around feeling sad. Feeling scared. Feeling like I should help her. I don't know.

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Comment by Gaynell Leath on December 10, 2010 at 10:21am

Hello my name is Gaynell Leath.I am on here because I have loss my sons and my parents.I read your post and I am very worried about what is happening.About a year after my youngest son passed a friend called me and said she was going to kill herself.I was griefing over my son so bad I did not know what to say.She is bilpolar.I am as well.When I went to my Mhmr appt and told the doctor what she said.I was told at that time had she done it and me not have called the authorities I could have been charged.It devastated me.I am in Texas ,she was in Kansas.So my advise to you is call the mental health MHMR and tell them what you are going through with your sister.I pray I have helped in some way.I pray strenght be with you as you face these terrible scarey conversations.You, your sister and family will be in my prayers.If I can be of any help please contact me Stevens and Jasons mom Gaynell Leath always here

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