Still So broken

Well its been 5.5 months and this past week i cannot seem to find a way out of my pain.  I had a realization that my brother is not coming back. EVER,. I then started to think that if his soul reincarnates then he is gone from me forever and it makes me insane.  My heart is so broken. I miss him so much.  Loggin on here and seeing the pain is the only place that feels like im truly not alone in agony.  I know he is free and not suffering, but i am now.  Still wondering what the meaning of life is anyway. Hoe long does this gut wrenching pain last ?

 

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Comment by Patricia Salazar on July 26, 2012 at 11:31am

First let me say i am so very sorry for your loss. I also know how you feel you see my brother died 9 years ago and it still feels like yesterday that I got the phone call tha that changed my life forever. I have learned to deal with the pain in different ways because to be honest the pain is always there. Its a pain like no other. You just find ways to cope with the pain. I hope my little words give you some comfort.

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