So i get down and depressed several times a day when i think of how much i wish my dad was hear it will be three years this july that cancer has taken his life. He was the closest thing to me, and i hurt every day knowing he is no longer with me. I feel like i cant talk to anyone especially one being my mom due to the fact she is in another relationship i am happy that she is happy but it kind of hurts because i never really got to talk to anyone about my feelings about my dad. Pictures started coming down in the house of him, why? I still have his ashes in my room with a big picture. How can u bring something up when you really are not sure how they will react.