Today I was able to tell my storie to someone new and it felt really powerfull. Both My dad and brothers deaths were big news stories in the town that I am from because of the ways that they died. So almost everyone already knew before I had an opportunity to talk about it. In a way it was beneficial because I had a lot of people who were really supportive of what I went through. But at the same time that ment that there were very few people that I was able to tell. This summer I am staying with my grandparents out of state and today I was able to share with someone knew alittle piece of my storie and it helped bring it in to reallity. My dads death was about three mounths ago and sometimes I still feal like I am in shock.