trying to cope

I just lost my big brothet on the 14 of april he was 36 years old was but was also useing and drinking and he hung him self. he did write notes that he was going to do it on his bday which was the 18. and ever since i saw tje note i would come to my paremts house everyday and tell my brother that i love him and i would even take all the ropes from tje house. we even made plans for his bday for me to make him spagetti with extra chesse amd drink. i know he not suffering anymore but why i just dont get it. im tryimg to be tjere for my parents and other sibling which they are all older then me im trying to be there for my son. but there all pushimg me away i feel it like my opions dont matter. im just te drama queen who dwells they say.

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Comment by saie on April 27, 2015 at 11:59am: i told my dad that it wasnt his fault that it was me but i didnt say why if they all knew that i was the helping him get high i just wanted my brother to be happy but not to go like the way he did .

Comment by T.C. Goodwin on April 27, 2015 at 6:48am: Saie,

I am so sorry about your brother and please know that he is in God's memory.

I think everyone has a different way of coping... It may have not hit everyone yet

that he is gone. I had a friend that committed suicide and we did not know it was coming

The parents blame themselves.... We told them it was not their fault ...it nobody's fault.

You can be a peace that you did all you could to save your brother's life. We weep with you at this sad time