Hi Tami I think it was a game of Hearts they were playing in honor of us and we both WIN to have such great sons who will stay young and hansome forever the great love we have for them is so strong it breaks all bonds and travels thru the universe to touch them on their sweet face and gentle rain is their sweet tears for causing us so much pain i know they did not mean to cause us so much pain and i hear them say you were right mom i love you-forever Marina
Hi Marina, I do pray to my Son all the time, I am not the type that goes to church but I do believe in god and I do believe in Heaven, I will have to tell you more about what Karen Peterson told me, It was unbelievable, she did know me or anything about me except that I lost a child. Give me a bit and I will try to write some of the things down that really made me believe. I think of you often. XO Tami
Thank You Marina, I have met so many Mothers with Sons that have our Sons name, Joey... I know that I will need to let him go someday, I just cant do it yet, I dont call him back to me everyday, but I do tell him how much I love and miss him everyday a thousand times a day. I hope they find eachother, I think they would get along. It is funny that you mention looking up at the sky, I was doing that a lot yesterday and I usually dont. Now I will for sure and look for signs from Heaven. I have asked my Joey to send me Nickles, and I find them at the strangest moments, Like when i am overwhelmed or upset... It is Him I just know it!
Thank you So much for writing
Dear Tami when i was on my way to work i was thinking of ur Joey and the thought about "Pennies from Heaven came into my mind and not just any penny but the brightest shinest penny u will find will be from ur Joey and I could hear mijo laughing saying he would send me "dollars" I also cried for u today I am so sad u lost ur son it shouldn't have happened that way PEACE LOv Marina
My next novena was to St. Theresa- who "sends roses" to those still here on Earth - I have been blessed w/ the ability to turn something bad into something good this has been esp difficult but things are getting better but it does take time so give urself the time and keep looking u will see signs
Hi Tami I too feel sadness @ the loss of my son it is to be expected because it is sad about what has happened I made a choice that I did not want to feel sad all the time. My faith allows me to say novenas to special people who lived a life of pain and suffering and remained faithful to God . The first novena I made was to St. Anthony " to be happy again" I would see wonderful "pictures in the clouds " that made me very happy and I took as a sign from God that mijo was not very far away I think I searched in this way for my son which is natural for a mom to search for a lost child- I t is good to keep busy as we are still alive and that is our jobs as Moms- but often when I lie down @ nite to sleep esp. when I miss mijo I picture myself on the porch @ my parents house when mijo was young and I "see" him @ the bottom of the yard-He is always "glowing in white light " and we "fly " above the houses and a feeling of pure love envelopes me and I think I feel a fraction of the beauty our children experience -mijo tells me I will see him again someday -that he did his job here on earth -it was his time to go-and I must encourage other people to do the same-I will share your pain with you today and hope I have taken a bit of it away for you Lov Marina