Well I made it through another Thanksgiving without you. This time of the year is so hard to deal with. My heart is still so empty without you here with me. I don't think it will ever heal. You were my everything. I love you Greg...
It has been a while since I have been here. I have been reading books on being a widow. It has helped me so much. I understand a lot more about what I'm feeling. I still miss you so much. But I guess it is now time to start being Tiffany. I will write more when I get back. I just want to send out a mental fax to you and say thank you and I love you you helped me be able to never give up and that I know you helped teach me.
Happy Birthday Greg! I'm glad I Went to Pt. Fermin To Wish you a happy birthday. It was a sunny day and the ocean was nice to see. I'm also glad you took your balloon from me it was kinda cool because I started to feel guilty about it being mylar. didn't want to hurt an amimal or anything. I miss you soooo much. I have tried my best to think of happy thoughts about you instead of being sad for me. I love you! kiss-kiss and your cactus is doing great!
Well I made it through thanksgiving with tears in my eyes and still having a lot of sadness in my heart. This was Greg's favorite holiday. I’m thankful that my sister took on making the dinner and having it at her house because I just can't do it. But we as a family must live on. I have a two-year-old niece and I want her to be able to have good memories of the holidays. That is what really helps me out a lot. This time of year is sooo hard especially thanks to the media and all. I now know why a lot of people get sad at this time of year where before I lost my husband I didn't understand why this wasn't the happiest time of the year for everyone. It is kind of like you can't appreciate the blues until you have them yourself. I love you Greg and miss you so much. Next is the blue Christmas.
Today I started to go through old vacation videos of us it was hard to do. But it was also so nice to hear his voice again and see in his eyes how much he loved me, and how happy we were together. I really wish I could just tell him in person what a wonderfull great man he was. I also came across a wedding photo of us so I thought I would share it.
Tiffany, thank you for your email. I am so sorry you also have to walk this agonizing path. No one else knows the terrible pain we have. I wish I could some how take it away for you. It isn't fair that both of us were robbed of more years with our soul mates. I did have my husband for 40 years which I'm so grateful for but I always thought we'd be together forever. I wish I would have gone first. Being left behind is horrible. Stay strong. You're a beautiful person and I know your husband will be next to you, guiding you toward being happy again. People say it will happen. I hope it happens for both of us. Anytime you want to write, I'd love to hear from you. Take care, Judy
June 20, 2009
Today is your day Greg. We are all going to go down to Pt. Ferman Park to make a toast to the greatest man that ever walked this planet. Or At least the greatest one I ever knew. Make sure you are there. We are also going to plant a catus in honor of you. The Woody catus. We all miss and love you!
Hi honey, I miss you soooo much. I have been thinking about you so much, this is such a hard month for me. At one time this was the best month of the year we had our Anniversary, school was out for summer, my birthday and fun hot summer days ahead which we both loved. But now it is all gone all those things I looked forward to just aren't the same with out you here to share them with me. It really sucks. I look back at all the great times we had and I'm so happy we had them. I will always treasure every moment I had with you. I never really imagined that time would run out so fast for us. I know we talked about having full life's but now to think of all the years I may have with out you I realize we were hardly half way, we had so much more to do and see. It is not fair. Now I guess I will some how carry on and see things for the both of us. Luckily I have a good memories so hopefully I can tell you about it all. We have a lot of talking to do when I get there so enjoy yourself ha-ha. I know you will be there for me waiting when my time comes to travel home. Don't forget our secret code so we can find each other on the other-side because I will be listening for it. Even if you do i know we will find each other. You promised my eternity and beyond and I know you meant it as do I. Life is going to be hard without you for such a long time period. My heart is crushed and I don't know if it will heal. But I will do my best to make you proud. I miss you and wish I could of went with you. But sometimes you can't always get what you want. I guess this is going to make me a stronger person in the long run. If I can make it through this I can make it through anything. I'll learn how to be Tiffany Woody. Even though I really loved being team Woody. It is so much harder being a one. But I feel like I have concord a lot of fears this year. As you know I am a survivor. But please help me and keep an eye on me because I do still need you. You will always be in my heart I love you more than anything in this whole world. I call your cell phone and I'm still waiting for a return call. So give me hope and show me some magic if anyone can it will be you. I'll be waiting for the sign. Maybe they are already happening with all the dimes I find in strange places. I kinda think so. But I need a bigger one you know me I still need more, I'm a hard sell. I'm sure you are working on some new ideas up there. I cant belive I'm saying this but I miss your Ideas so much I really enjoyed dreaming with you and also your far fetched money making plans. You were a one and only that is for sure. I miss your mind the most. We could stay up for days and talk and never run out of things to say or things to dream about. Now my word is so silent and I hate it. The things that drove me nuts I miss the most. Kinda funny how life is. Well I gotta go for now I'll write you again soon. I love you with all my heart! dy
~ Tiffany Woody, San Pedro~where we began, California
Today It has been a year since I lost my Best Friend,Husband and soul mate. I can't believe you are gone from this planet. This has been the longest year of my life 365 days of tears. Greg you will always be in my heart. I love and miss you so much. You were the most loving caring man I have ever met. I don't think they make them like you any more. You spoiled me and I thank you for that. I may never find true love again and that's OK because I know we had 21 years of true love. We were soul mates. That is something I will always be thankful for. We had a rare thing being able to grow up together as High School Sweethearts get married and live the life style that we did. We pushed life to the fullest and had so many great times. Like we always said if I die tomorrow I lived a full life. I just wish you didn't have to go so soon. But I guess you were needed and had to go. even though we still had a lot more love to share and things to do. At least we did what some people said was the impossible, we make it till death do us apart 21 years. You helped me become who I am today and I thank you for that. You are the best! Until then my love. I love you with all my heart and I'll see you on the other side. At 4:20 today I will light one in honor of you. a candle that is. And at 11:11pm I will look to the sky at the place where we helped you fly away on your journey. I know you will be watching over me. Love ya! Your Wife