Well youre Doing just fine " thats what everyone says" isnt that funny just try to kepp those thoughts at bay because it can be torture  sometimes Deep Down inside we try to make sense of it all but the truth is it will never make sense the first 48 tv show made me realize that sad but true give youreself a break and you will soon find a little peace at a time but embrace every little bit and maybe things will seem ok  Im no expert but it works sometimes hope it helps love YA

Well youre Doing just fine " thats what everyone says" isnt that funny just try to kepp those thoughts at bay because it can be torture  sometimes Deep Down inside we try to make sense of it all but the truth is it will never make sense the first 48 tv show made me realize that sad but true give youreself a break and you will soon find a little peace at a time but embrace every little bit and maybe things will seem ok  Im no expert but it works sometimes hope it helps love YA

Well youre Doing just fine " thats what everyone says" isnt that funny just try to kepp those thoughts at bay because it can be torture  sometimes Deep Down inside we try to make sense of it all but the truth is it will never make sense the first 48 tv show made me realize that sad but true give youreself a break and you will soon find a little peace at a time but embrace every little bit and maybe things will seem ok  Im no expert but it works sometimes hope it helps love YA

Well youre Doing just fine " thats what everyone says" isnt that funny just try to kepp those thoughts at bay because it can be torture  sometimes Deep Down inside we try to make sense of it all but the truth is it will never make sense the first 48 tv show made me realize that sad but true give youreself a break and you will soon find a little peace at a time but embrace every little bit and maybe things will seem ok  Im no expert but it works sometimes hope it helps love YA

Well youre Doing just fine " thats what everyone says" isnt that funny just try to kepp those thoughts at bay because it can be torture  sometimes Deep Down inside we try to make sense of it all but the truth is it will never make sense the first 48 tv show made me realize that sad but true give youreself a break and you will soon find a little peace at a time but embrace every little bit and maybe things will seem ok  Im no expert but it works sometimes hope it helps love YA

Well youre Doing just fine " thats what everyone says" isnt that funny just try to kepp those thoughts at bay because it can be torture  sometimes Deep Down inside we try to make sense of it all but the truth is it will never make sense the first 48 tv show made me realize that sad but true give youreself a break and you will soon find a little peace at a time but embrace every little bit and maybe things will seem ok  Im no expert but it works sometimes hope it helps love YA

Well youre Doing just fine " thats what everyone says" isnt that funny just try to kepp those thoughts at bay because it can be torture  sometimes Deep Down inside we try to make sense of it all but the truth is it will never make sense the first 48 tv show made me realize that sad but true give youreself a break and you will soon find a little peace at a time but embrace every little bit and maybe things will seem ok  Im no expert but it works sometimes hope it helps love YA

Well youre Doing just fine " thats what everyone says" isnt that funny just try to kepp those thoughts at bay because it can be torture  sometimes Deep Down inside we try to make sense of it all but the truth is it will never make sense the first 48 tv show made me realize that sad but true give youreself a break and you will soon find a little peace at a time but embrace every little bit and maybe things will seem ok  Im no expert but it works sometimes hope it helps love YA

Well youre Doing just fine " thats what everyone says" isnt that funny just try to kepp those thoughts at bay because it can be torture  sometimes Deep Down inside we try to make sense of it all but the truth is it will never make sense the first 48 tv show made me realize that sad but true give youreself a break and you will soon find a little peace at a time but embrace every little bit and maybe things will seem ok  Im no expert but it works sometimeshope it helps

Hello Tina havent been here for a while glad it was today I read youre comment Andi thought i was the only one who had those dreams they are mostly sad and scary to me but once i tell my self that there  is nothing i could have done to change things i try to accept it and know that i must move forward Im not going to lie its hard as hell but i am slowly moving forward after ive gained a bunch of damn weight" LOL" so stay positive and try not to look at the ugly of it just know he's alright now and you will get a good nights sleep soon

Hello Tina;  I am so sorry for yourloss.  My sis ter was murdered in 2008.  I still have moments  of grief and horror at what happened.  She was found strangled and beaten quite badly on her head.  The trip to the morgue to identify her body was traumatic to me.  They have the man in custody and is held in Chicago, Cook county jail in maximum security.  The trial hasn't come up yet.  I hope to have it start in the Fall.  Then the forensic pictures will bring back all the traumma again. 

The only way I can cope is with my spiritual beliefs.  I know she is in heaven.  Her faith was so strong.  I am trying to be grateful for all the years of closeness we had together.  I live in Minneapolis, MN, and she lived in Elk Grove Village, ILL.  We would buy phone cards so we could talk frequently.  I loved her so much.  I am her little sis and she taught me so much.  She took me under her wing and brought much support and love to me.  I will always be grateful for that. 

We must perservere.  It's not easy.  It will never go away, but I will be distracted with other things in life to keep me going.  Not every day is bad.  But coping with this tragedy is a slow process for me.  How are you coping and getting through this.  You might help me.