I am sorry for your loss, your daughter is beautiful.
My son passed away on Oct 4th, 2010 he was 24.
This is the hardest thing I have ever gone through and would not wish this on anyone.
I went to my son's grave today to clean up the flowers that wilted, put down some others, and just sit with him.
Even saying that is so hard to have to say I went to my child's grave.
its like a dagger in the heart.
If you go to my page you can read my story.
I wonder if I had went in my son's room sooner if I had went in there after I fixed breakfast if he would be alive today.
The what if's , everybody tells you not to take your mind there but its so hard not too.
Then like you I wonder if my son tried to call out for me, his Iphone was right on his desk but wonder if he was able to text to call out for me.
If you ever need to talk feel free to email me anytime.
That goes for anybody on here.
Julie. She is beautiful. I am so sorry that you are going thru this. You aren' alone, but that doesn't make it easier. When you can== I would suggest finding a support group that is only for parents. Check out Compasssionate Friends website. There should be a chapter near your home. Please e mail me any time. Life will get a little easier, but I won't promise you that life will ever be the same again. Peggy
I know that right now words mean little, but I want you to know that you are not alone. My daughter was also in an accident on her way back to school just 3 years ago. She had just started her freshman year and had so much ahead of her. I wish I could give you magic answer to tell you how to get through this...but I don't have one. I still feel like she is just away at school.... In the beginning I just gave myself credit for every small win I had...hey! I got out of bed today...I went to work... and little by little I just kept doing it and it got a little easier. I don't come onto this site much, but if you ever need to talk or just want to vent, I'm willing to listen. Sometimes it helps just to have a little pity party!! You can always email me at email@example.com
Try to stay strong...and I will be thinking about you!
I can only tell you that my heart breaks at the thought of this journey of grief that has begun for you. My daughter died in a car accident in 92, she was 21 and pregnant. I thought that my life could never be worse and then in 07 my 25 yea old son died suddenly of viral myocarditis, a virus went to his heart and just stopped it in his sleep. My heart is so broken but I have found lots of support on fb. I have many bereaved parents as friends. My email is firstname.lastname@example.org if you ever need an understanding shoulder, I am here for you!
Hi your loss Bring's tears I to lost my son adam he had just graduated Highschool and do to our family drs mistake's he gave adam a bad diagnosis and then gave him pills and more pills untill it killed him I was only 10 ft away from adams room not knowing that he had overdosed in hissleep and died its been two yrs and its still like yesterday but I know in my hart that he is ok. I can only tell you what I know, as I have posted on my sons page when my grandfather died. He made it very clear that god was with him and had been for some time that day and it was his time to go he made it clear i had to remember what he was saying that day and I allways have not understasnding why untill I lost my son and even as mad as i was at god I knew he was with him in a safe pace and with God and the rest of my Family and in time it will all become clear and I needed to read your post because there has been many days I just wanted to turn into a tracktor trailor and end my life but reading this just reminds me that every action we take impacts on the rest of the world around us if you ever want to talk youer welcome to call me or ust e mail me at email@example.com
hi julie i read your comment about your daughter and i can tell you it will never go away , at least thats how i feel my daughter had just turned 30 and she died crosing the high way becouse she got a flat tire and went for help and i thought she was drunk and as it turns out she wasnt so i have soo many un answered questions that it kills me everyday and night,at least you got to tell her you loved her. i didnt , feel free to talk to me.