Good morning Angeline, hope you are doing well today. I get what you are saying about work being a good focus to get moving in the morning. I look at it the same way. The weekends are harder and I have learned to keep myself busy with anything possible. Im still not one for going to visit people as it feels so strange to go by myself. If i go anywhere I take my daughter and she is getting tired of that! I can't blame her because she feels all the questions people ask (how are you doing) How can you answer that one? Last weekend we went to the movies and then went shopping and avoided most friends. Sad I know but the only way we can deal right now. Have a good weekend and know we are thinking of you.
Sleep comes with exhaustion. What I have found out is I go to sleep wake up after 2 hours and cannot fall back to sleep. so I read or watch TV then get really tired then go to bed. about every 3 days im so tiered that i got to bed early and sleep for 10 hours. i always feel so tired and never seam rested even if i nap on the weekends.
thank you Angeline, most people try very hard to be kind and considerate of my situation but unless they them selves have experienced a loss of a close loved one they do not understand then pain involved with moving forward. they say time will heal all wounds but even after years of time the pain will always be with me. I try to do the best I can and not dwell on the past but remember the good.