Wow! My dad killed himself 4 years ago....i am so glad to have found this place. My friend killed himself a few weeks ago. Its so strange how all those feelings just come right back about my dad. You learn to live with it but the pain never goes away and it hurts so....bad. I am all ways comforted by the fact that he is happy now. i will say that I am glad I have been able to stay away from the dark place that paralizes you. I still get mad every now and again but thats how it goes. The songs… Continue