Jennifer Bell
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Why does my mind stop me?

Posted on April 5, 2015 at 2:07pm 1 Comment

I am "new" on here... I have nowhere else to go. Today is Easter... also it is my late husband/best friend/only family/protector/soulmate/life's birthday today. We were together for thirteen years. In a world where everyone refers to me as "crazy", he understood. He was the only one. He died almost 3 years ago. Each day it gets worse. With each day I give up a bit of the fight to "move forward". Why? Why do I need to move forward. I see nothing for me up ahead. I just want it over already. I…


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At 2:37pm on April 5, 2015, Marsha H said…

Dear Jennifer ...  I am so sorry you are going through such a rough time. You have come to a very good forum were everyone here understands what you are feeling and it's a place we can air out our feelings without judgment. 

My husband passed away April 27,2011 (we weren't able have children)he was my rock, I felt safe and secure with him, we were best friends and lovers and I too still miss him a great deal.  Grief of a spouse is far more different than other losses such as parents, relatives or even friends.  None of us have been down this road before and it's not an easy road to go down, but please don't give up hon.  I have been where you are (many on here have) and feel 'what's the point of going on when this hurt never leaves my heart), but each day we make it through makes us stronger whether we realize it or not and life will get more tolerable.  Each person grieves differently and you are in the midst of your grief.  I am poking around trying to find out where I fit in as well.

If you are having some very bad times please email me if you are comfortable with that.  and please continue to post on this forum as it's basically saved my life thanks to Steve who started this forum and the wonderful members (angels) who post.

Big hug because you need it (you are not alone)



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