I'm so very sorry Jose. Death is the enemy. God wants us to live forever in paradise on Earth.One day we'll be there. In the meantime, treat others like you want to be treated. He's in a good place. So is my daughter and brother. We will be reunited. Time, more time, and I'll be better. Think positive, Lord please comfort Jose, Amen.
I am so sorry for your loss. You are alone now but your husband will always be with you. I lost my brother 9 years ago and there is not a day that goes by at I do not think about him. My father just passed away from cancer 5 months ago. The grief is so painful. I try to make the best of the days and stay as busy as possible. Try not to expect too much from yourself. I always say a prayer in the morning to try and get the sadness and anxiety out so I can function as normal as possible. You are not alone, there is always someone you can talk to here who will listen and understand you. Kim