My world died on 19 November 2014.  The love of my life, man of my dreams, my everything.  It hurts and hurts and i cannot see a way forward at all.  I want to live in the "in love" that we have and do not want this ever to pass. I want to continue being in love and fear that this will change, I never want it to.  For the remainder of my life I want to live in love with my husband. Suddenly life seems too long… I want to see him again soon.