dear macky,

 hello my name is linda, and this is all so new to me.  i don't know if i am comeing or going most of the time.  i just lost my beloved husband don 2 weeks and a day to lung cancer also. he fought a hard battle. i also lost my mom 9 mon. too almost to the day of my don. i am so heartbroken and afraid that this will never heal. i really don't know what more to say now, i am sorry for your loss. maybe you andi can help each other. i have family in flint,, bayport,& pigion. i do love michigan. don and i were there in oct. his first time, he really wanted to back this summer.

 Sorry to read you feel this way about the group here. They all only want to help. Maybe it is to soon for you to get involved. Try again after some more time has passed. Its been alsmost a year since my wife pased away, and I am styill not back to normal and may never really be, but I have found that reading a wriiting has helped me to see that I am not alone. Good luck and best wishes.

 Sorry to read you feel this way about the group here. They all only want to help. Maybe it is to soon for you to get involved. Try again after some more time has passed. Its been alsmost a year since my wife pased away, and I am styill not back to normal and may never really be, but I have found that reading a wriiting has helped me to see that I am not alone. Good luck and best wishes.

Macky, I lost my husband,Jim, on Oct.21 to lung cancer. If you need someone to talk to, or scream at or just plain vent, I'm here. Please take care of yourself.

Thanks. It is very hard, but you have to think did he want me to feel this way. He would want you to be happy. Even though we wont be. My husband and I were together 14 years, we had 4 boys together and our son who was almost 8 months old also died. I do think getting a puppy would help some cause it will keep your mind occupied on something else. Don't get me wrong you will think of him always, but it will atleast be a distraction for a few.This is the first time in my life that I have been alone. I met my husband when I was 15 and he was 28.We were ment to be together. He had a wife before me and she left him with their 2 kids. We both wanted the same things out of life and wanted a better life for our son. Then we had 3 more boys and made a promise to give them the life we never had. And parents who gave a crap. So we did... There will never be anyone who would compair to the way he was. And will never have my heart. He was the only one for me and I don't want anyone else to try to be...