Posted on June 2, 2009 at 3:57pm
Awww DeeDee what has happened. I can't believe your invisble. I hear your laugh on the video. I see you talk. But I can't see , hear or talk to you. What happened.
At first we were victims of a suicide, We didn't understand. We didn't deal at all well. months later , they say no, no suicide. Now, we grieve all over again, but in a different way. What the he$$. I don't understand.
Now you may of had a heart attack. Did you know? Please tell me you just went to sleep and that you didn't… Continue
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I haven't heard from you for so long I was praying that you are ok. I am still struggling with my brother. My mom is having such a hard time with this. I hate the idea of firsts and life at times. I am just struggling so much. I am sleeping but not sleeping I wake up at the sound of anything and I am pushing my husbands love away at times. I hate this hurt I hate the pain everyone is going through because of sudden deaths and suicides. We are going to celebrate Easter, because it was a struggle for Jesus and I know my brother stuggled and the kids want to die eggs. We have going to tie things to the tree for a living tree and Easter presents that came from my brother in Heaven. If it wasn't for my siblings and neices and nephews I don't think we would be celebrating either. Hugs to you sister. Love and peace, Kim
isn't funny how our minds take things away from us? I remember my mom after my brothers death. she was numb, we were all numb. waiting for him to walk up the stairs and start talking to us as well. He took his life on Jan 25. we had the funeral on the 29th. I have 4 other brothers and sisters. we all pulled together. we supported each other the days to come after the 25th of Jan. He was cremated so we didn't have a burrial until the 14th of March. That is when things went haywire. we all are feeling our own feelings our own hurts our own loss and we began taking it out on eachother. That was tough. I know the days ahead are going to be tough, but I also know my brother wouldn't want us dwelling on him. I know in my heart that he wants us to enjoy the life he had while he was here and he was smiling and enjoying family, neices and nephews and in laws. My brother was my mothers oldest. I think about how strong we are as siblings moving on and continuing to carry a light. My thoughts and prayers go to you now and always. Take care of yourself do something fun for yourself and don't forget to smile along with your tears. Kim