Everyone, I have been getting email from alot of people that have lost their loved ones due to suicide. My heart and sole ache for them! I know I have been miserable on the inside and on the outside I've been pretending I'm handling what happen ok. I have cried everyday for the past week or so. Last night my son came to me in a dream and let me hear a message he had left for a friend of his. He was very angry with her for not letting him see his son. And that is why he did what he had done. I could hear his voice but I could not see him. I have been asking why for a while now. I believe it was because he loved his son so much and couldn't live without him. My heary goes out to everyone who has lost someone. I pray someday we find peace somehow.
Hi and yes i know i wouldnt do it but i have come close i was driveing like an jerk when a cop tried to stop me i gave him the bird and took off i have a supercharged gran prix i guess i rreally wanted fate to cause a masive accident and take me but it wasnt to be I was sitting at the gas staition for 20 minutes waiting for the cop to catch up by that time i had come to my sences and had to deal with the tickets and 30 days loss of licence and a few trips to a councelel the funny thing was the cop said i have never seen anyone drive like you just did and live god must have a plan for you i wish i knew what it was i have 4 days till adams death date and it really is very hard for me to handle but thank you for your kind words